Sorry guys, I feel a bit overwhelmed trying to write each day 1000 word in English, keep up with the Newsletter, finish new courses, be a good friend, girlfriend, sister, daughter, and run the business while being sick and emotionally overwhelmed.

Loneliness is a topic that I’ve been thinking about lately.

So here are a couple of thoughts on it. Enjoy.

It’s hard to improve all areas of your life simultaneously.

Building yourself from the ground up requires a lot of time alone.

It’s no wonder why many people on missions feel lonely.

In the beginning, I felt terrible about feeling lonely.

Humans are tribal beings.

We love the feeling of touch, connectivity, and belonging.

It’s normal for the feeling of loneliness to be unnatural to us.

But I knew I was not lonely because I had no friends.

I am lonely because I choose to work on myself to be better for people dear to me.

I choose my loneliness.

Why, then, do I choose to feel about it?

It’s like feeling unhappy for being unhappy.

I started celebrating my loneliness when I realized that feeling bad about being lonely didn’t make sense.

I knew I had slipped into the victim mentality.

Today, whenever I feel lonely, I know I am on the right trajectory.

I think of loneliness as an indicator of a great life.

Thank you, God, for helping me unpack my false beliefs.

Growth is lonely, my friends.

And that’s why you should love.

Love it because you are growing.

To be part of the herd, it’s magical.

But not always viable.

Love you all,

Angela <3